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"You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?"
- E. A. Poe
Swamped in work at the moment. But I'll be turning 21 this Sunday! Which means another year has gone by, inevitably. 

It's strange to think that so many things are drawing to a close in spring. That's not what we are taught, is it? Spring is rebirth and re-awakenings, not a time for looking back or saying goodbye. But perhaps life is less organised than we think, and maybe it's more chaos than sense. Does time and reality need us to be structured? I think it's too simplistic to think that the sense we make in our minds of all the things that happen to us are illusions of control, but how much can we affect events, those that are coming and those that have passed? 

I wouldn't mind some extra control right now, though. Thinking about rebirth; some would say that things coming to an end must mean more things will come. But it is not always true that just because something ends, something else must begin. Sometimes, they just end, and you have to learn to deal with that, to bring order to that gaping hole that threatens you with chaos. Since I have yet to face that, I guess I can only speculate as to what you will need. In this discourse, perhaps an anchor would be the best metaphor?

Friends. Family. Love. They hold me down when I think I'm falling up into empty space. They keep me grounded when my mind races off to absurd lengths and I need to stay focused. 

What's you anchor?

  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Ellen and the Escapades
  • Reading:
  • Playing: dead.

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akitku Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the fav! :hug:
isdira Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the fave!:icontearyguylz::woohoo::happybounce:
Kumama Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for the favorite!
lux69aeterna Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2013   Photographer
Thank you a lot for your visit and favourite!

E-Isolee Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013
To you as well!
lux69aeterna Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013   Photographer
Thank you for the watch Miss!

E-Isolee Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013
Dito, mister!
Krossamig Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012
hey! Thanks for the favs! Reminds/inspires me to start posting thing again!
E-Isolee Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012
Anytime! I hope you will!
minimoo64 Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for the Fave! =D
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