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Swamped in work at the moment. But I'll be turning 21 this Sunday! Which means another year has gone by, inevitably.
It's strange to think that so many things are drawing to a close in spring. That's not what we are taught, is it? Spring is rebirth and re-awakenings, not a time for looking back or saying goodbye. But perhaps life is less organised than we think, and maybe it's more chaos than sense. Does time and reality need us to be structured? I think it's too simplistic to think that the sense we make in our minds of all the things that happen to us are illusions of control, but how much can we affect events, those that are coming and th
The Shore of the Unconscious
Sometimes, it's as if some memories float ashore like driftwood in your heart. You remember feelings you've felt, or variations of them, and when they reach you, they're polished by the constant undercurrents of your subconscious.
One time you might realize that the worry you've felt is actually an old sense of being disapproved of at a specific moment by a specific person. Another time, it might be the cherished memory of feeling adequate for the first time - a feeling that takes the form of grey roots or branches on a sandy shore. On the border of what you are aware of and what you're not - the edge of a great sea of repressed, suppressed
Masks of Dionysus
What strange humour has befallen me
that I should cry tears of sorrow
when no one else thinks to weep.
That I should feel this heavy,
and carry this confusion
when all appear light on their feet.
It is that feeling at the end of a day,
when I have had the ones I wanted and look back to discover
that they add up to no one all the same.
Is it not unusual how each way I turn,
my eyes rest on two divided by nothing
until my eyes viciously burn?
And so yet again, I am standing in a sea of people,
wasting unstoppable tears
and drowning in absence.
In the mad pride of intellectuality...
Not long ago, the writer of these lines,
In the mad pride of intellectuality,
Maintained "the power of words"- denied that ever
A thought arose within the human brain
Beyond the utterance of the human tongue:
And now, as if in mockery of that boast,
Two words- two foreign soft dissyllables-
Italian tones, made only to be murmured
By angels dreaming in the moonlit "dew
That hangs like chains of pearl on Hermon hill,"
Have stirred from out the abysses of his heart,
Unthought-like thoughts that are the souls of thought,
Richer, far wilder, far diviner visions
Than even seraph harper, Israfel,
(Who has "the sweetest voice
© 2012 - 2024 E-Isolee
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Vad nu då? Det känns inte som om det här stämmer helt överräns med det vi pratade om? Talk to you soon (kanske tomarraw).